I've Missed You

It's been a long time. I've been busy. Not truly busy, thinking and doing things I want to do, but doing things that "need" to be done. University assignments and such.

I distract myself from the boredom of everyday life constantly, don't we all? Businesses thrive off so called "entertainment", which in reality is a way to avoid thinking about things, about how stressed we are, how tired, bored, and unhappy.

Why unhappy? Surely we have everything we could possibly need? Or want? In this wonderful western, capitalist world we live in, we can buy things to make ourselves happy. It's so fast, so cheap, so...

Meaningless. Empty. Useless trinkets that clutter up our lives and we use to hide from the truth that so many of us feel unhappy, and that none of this junk will make it any better.

Cheerful, aren't I? Yeah. I'm sorry for not being on more often, I truly am. I've let myself down. I offered you a taste of freedom, from all the things I complain about. And then I allowed myself to be sucked in. Put my head down with the rest of you, and decided to "get on with life". Correction. WASTE my life.

I will be posting here much more frequently. Though the gates of freedom are rusted and unused, they can still be opened. It just takes a little effort. And I'll show you how.